I totally agree with 'Rachy71' the song is about her stillborn baby she had to endure but for me it is much more and it has taken nearly 5 decades for this story to come to light. I am going to write your/our story very soon with another comment unless you let me know beforehand that I can just share it with you and not openly on this site. Unfortunately I was never going to understand as I wanted my life to be with someone as in the song 'Just the way you are' by Billy Joel and the 3 lines that perfectly sum up that reason is 'I dont want clever conversation I never want to work that hard I just want someone that I can talk to' so the only way I was going to understand the truth was obviously when my mother died and some information she left me which started the ball rolling and on this occasion I was determined to find out what really did happen and it has taken time to dissect all the secrecy and how did I miss 'Rachy71' from last year which was so key to what followed. First of all I must say that I am truly sorry for not understanding her situation at that time (I was an angry young man) and of course I do accept her apologies I am so thankful she has been able to come through all the problems she has endured and seemingly been able to create a great career for herself and in some way my (no knowledge) connection during her life has helped in some way? Its very important for her to know that I dont hold any anger anymore or any judgement for what she has done and I do really hope that we will be able to talk one day and put aside all the misunderstandings that has happened (especially on my part) and I would truly love to know the thoughts she had during the time up to her first marriage and then up to the nineties and then up to date using cryptic lyrics in songs, other people to help her etc. I wanted to talk to the other person concerned as it is very personal and I have tried to contact her via personal messages, texts and phone calls but as of yet no response and I do know she wants to talk so I am telling the story right here.

That's why it hurts so bad to hear the wordsīut I can still read what you're thinkingĪnd these are the years that we have spent

Why don't you ever learn to keep your big mouth shut Hey, this kind of trouble's only just begun How many times do I have to try to tell you

Please tell me why song lyrics